So I thought that it was about time I started to document my crazy journey into parenthood. It started with me learning I was unable to have babies naturally, having an operation and then going onto have IVF. I then became pregnant with twins. A beautiful boy and girl. My baby girl was born sleeping… Continue reading Why am I here?
A Refusal To Mourn The Dead https://youwillbearwitness.com/2018/08/29/a-refusal-to-mourn-the-dead/ — Read on youwillbearwitness.com/2018/08/29/a-refusal-to-mourn-the-dead/ Wow. Just this.
You know I’ve been trying to write here for fricking ages. I wanted this is be my happy place where I pranced around with how awesome having two kids were and how sad it was that we lost one but hey if that didn’t happen we may not have had James. Life is full of… Continue reading This is definitely a rollercoaster.
I have been trying to write on here for ages. I’ve have so many things I want to say but no words which will say what I want. It’s now been 5 months and 8 days since we lost our baby boy due to being stillborn. He somehow developed an overwhelming infection and no one… Continue reading Life after still birth
I’ve not written here for a while because I wanted this place to be a happy place about an amazing 23 weeker and a beautiful new addition to the family. Instead I feel it’s been a place to write about my pain of loosing a baby boy. I miss him every day but I don’t… Continue reading Looking forward to summer!
I attempted to do my first run in since I started IVF in July yesterday, the first time in 8 months! It took me literally all day to get out there but I did it. I put on my half marathon t-shirt which I did almost exactly a year ago and got out there. I… Continue reading Journey back to normality
I’m trying to move on. I’m trying to be happy. I’m trying to move forwards. I’m really struggling. I’m find when I am distracted and I am quite good at finding things to distract myself with but those moments when I am at a loose end and I am just here with me and my… Continue reading Trying to move forwards
The world may never notice If a Snowdrop doesn’t bloom, Or even pause to wonder If the petals fall too soon. But every life that ever forms, Or ever comes to be, Touches the world in some small way For all eternity. The little one we longed for Was swiftly here and gone. But the… Continue reading Little Snowdrop